As I was laying in that bed, so soft, I could not help but feel an emptiness in my stomach, inside me. These have been awful days, weeks, where I've felt so... empty inside, and that pain in my stomach that will not let me forget it. It seems as if it stayed there, to remind me of the situation. The truth is I do not understand anything. I do not know what to do... In fact if I do know. I know what to do... I know I should forget you, be away from you... but I can't. Every time I think "I can do it", the memories attack me. They come at me and sorround me like a black shadow. Why did I have to love you? Why did I have to fall in love with you? With your smile, your kisses, your lips, your hands, your eyes, those dazzling eyes... I love you so much, it makes no sense.